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Trying to remember that there is always a reason, always something that makes you smile during the day- recognizing the event, person or situation that made you smile will make your day seem that much better.

Monday, October 4, 2010

Monday Monday

It's Monday...well there's only a half hour left of Monday...I am ready for the week to be over already!! The stress that was supposed to disapate has gotten worse.....I think I have a travel bug...as in I haven't been on a trip this fall and it's driving me nuts...I know I am a little spoiled...but we work hard all year and we take two vacations one in the spring one in the fall.  this year we did one in the spring and one in may....too close together...waaa...sorry...just in a funk and need to get out of it soon...
Let's see today's smiles...my acupuncturist who moved to a location around the corner from my office who offered me a job after hearing what a wretched day I had....he was just kidding...but it would be nice.  Got me to thinking about all of those creative things I used to do.  now I don't do them anymore.  I need to remedy that. There is part of my soul that needs to be fed and taking pictures or painting or something is what is needed to feed that part....something to look forward too.
Speaking of something to look forward to, I get to meet my nephew this weekend.  I can't wait to see my mom...see the baby.....see my other nephew and niece and my brother and the rest of the family.  I am looking forward to being in that space....the space where you know that you are surrounded by people who have to care about you :)
Just as a side note....I need to decide what to do about taking more fertility drugs....we really want to have a baby but they make me crazy insanely emotional.  My acupuncturist suggested going the natural route if we don't get pregnant this time...that is using natural supplements instead of the hormones....I don't know enough about this to make an informed decision....becoming a parent isn't supposed to be this hard....isn't the stress supposed to be after you have them?
So there's my random post for tonight.  I am going to go curl up into bed and try to get some sleep....hugs.


  1. I hope the acupuncturist can help. That would be awesome. Sweet dreams sweetie.

  2. Well, I can't relate to not having enough vacations this year lol :) But if it's making you unhappy, then it's a problem. I hope you get one soon!

    I'm so sorry becoming a parent is so stressful
    :( I wish you the best of luck in whatever direction you decide to go in!!! I don't have any advise, just good thoughts and hopes for you!

    Have a great time with the family!
    Hugs :)