I'm going HOME!!!

And I can't wait!!
I am super excited for my trip...
excited to be away from the chaos that is home renovation
excited to be away from work
excited to see some people who I desperately miss on a regular basis
excited to surprise one of my favorite little girls..
but mostly, I am excited because that voice in the back of my head....
the one that I have been ignoring lately...
she's finally starting to let go of the breath that she's been holding for many many months...
To be home...in the place that holds so many memories..
the place where there are people that know my whole history...
the place that gave me the roots that feed my heart and soul..
The people who I love and have loved for a very long time..
my friends who became family...the very first ones..
the kids who grow up way to fast but gave me the first chance to be an aunt...
seeing the adult relationships of friends I have known for 24 years...
being a part of everyday life for a few precious hours of those who I love and care about....
it will go by in a blink of an eye..
and there is still half a day of work and an interview to get through....
but knowing tomorrow night I will be sitting on the porch with my best friend in the whole world...
being in the same place...breathing the same air...
that is what the voice in my head is telling me that I need...
and I can't wait for just a few days away.....
I will miss my husband terribly.
But the best part is that he knows I need this..
he knew before I did..
and he tells me to go...have fun...and he will be here when I get back...
I am truly blessed in my life..