I saw you last night...
felt your smile..
heard your laughter...
Had a good long talk with you..
All of a sudden you were just there...
and the words poured out...
Just like it was yesterday...
The truth was that i have been thinking about you lately..
Knowing that it had been six years since we last spoke...
or more correctly, since I spoke to you..
and yet there you were clear as day as I slumbered...
We were in that little coffee spot...
me drinking tea...
you drinking your coffee...two sugars, no cream..
we ate a meal together just like old times...
I started to catch you up on my life..
and you assured me that you knew..
You gave me the advice...
validation..
that I have been so desperately wanting to hear from you...
I was mesmerized...
by your smile..
the light in your eyes...
the cadence of your voice..
it ended much too soon.
As the sun started to rise in the sky...
I knew it was ending...
I started to cry..
You hugged me...
I could feel your arms around me...
the best hugs ever...
you always poured your heart and soul into your hugs..
I have missed those hugs...
those few moments when I knew that you didn't want to be anywhere else...
just standing there, hugging me...
as you started to pull away,
I pulled you closer and started to cry...
you wiped the tears from my eyes...
told me not to worry...
that I would see you again...
and when I didn't see you,
you were watching,
loving me from afar...
that I never lost you..
you were always there...
You faded away...
I felt the sun streaming in the window and rolled over...
I heard the music of a wind chime..
and although it was just a dream,
I knew that it was real..
A little bit of this, a little bit of that. In all of my experiences in this crazy thing called life, I have realized that every single day one needs to laugh until you cry, savor every single moment and do one thing that makes someone else smile. The footprint you leave on this world is entirely up to you...I plan on walking next to as many people as possible.
About Me
- colenic
- Trying to remember that there is always a reason, always something that makes you smile during the day- recognizing the event, person or situation that made you smile will make your day seem that much better.
Oh my Col, what beautiful words you have written there. I'm feeling quite emotional after reading them. Awesome my friend. Hugs.
ReplyDeleteLucky you!! That was no dream. That was a visit. Those don't disappear when you wake up. The feelings stay with you for a very, very long time. Beautiful!!
ReplyDeleteso beautiful. Our loved ones never truly leave us
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